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kinda disappointed w this year's ares fac dance... it's lost its ares flavour lol but then again it was really difficult to keep in the first place. choosing songs w that kinda feel is already a bitch and a half lol still.. really miss our old dances all the same..

the other facs this year are really good too.. artemis really stepping it up. they're also the only fac who kept to traditions lol they still have the solos from 07. apollo's thrown away the "music make you lose control" and ares's "scissors paper stone" or similar partner interaction segment's gone too. athena's still finding its identity as always xD

oh wells... looking forward to see who emerges champs this time! hope we can reclaim our title =DDD GO ARES <333

and here's the nearly lost 06 fac dance. =D

HUIYAN!!! XD

Oh if only we could return to younger, more innocent times.

When u dun have frens telling u they had sex many times already since u last spoke. When u dun hear from others that ppl u once knew are getting pissed drunk every other day. When u dun search up their facebook profile after some months n dun recognize them cos they've had plastic surgery. When u dun suddenly realize dat once close frens have moved on n dun really care bout u much anymore...

Is this really wad growing up means??

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Anyone wanna buy a 2nd hand 32 gb iPod touch?? Exterior's in out-of-box condition. Battery clocked 8 hours continuous music play n still had over 90% power left. Comes w white flipcover case, anti-glare screen protector n data cable. Still got the box n manual n everythg too. Looking for a price of about $300

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http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2009/09/i-want-it-gone-all-gone.html

i feel sad.

what this shows me is that we live in a world that doesn't seem to understand what love is. what the 59 comments that echoes the writer's sentiments show me is that we live in a world that doesn't understand what love is and yet doesn't make an effort to do so. we swallow wholesale the good feelings and pretty-sounding wounds promoted as love, and when it bites back, we give in to words that either vindicate our ill emotion (like that post) or ideals that give us false hope ("oh don't worry, he just wasn't the right guy. one day u'll meet the perfect person just for you")

don't we ever, ever stop to think? take time and effort to chip away at the packaging love always seems to come in and consider what love really is?

in the post, the writer said "i'm lost in love". that's exactly the problem. more often than not all we're doing is being lost in love. getting caught up in the whole experience of it that we become not in love with a person, but in love with love.

"Only because I miss the guy who wouldn't let me get off the phone until he fell asleep.
Only because I miss the guy who was willing to drive 2 hours to come see me.
Only because I miss the guy who told me he loved me first and blushed like a little boy.
Only because I miss the guy who told me he wanted to be with me forever.
Only because he assured me that long distance won't stop him from loving me, that, 'I can do it. Don't you worry about that.'"

summed up, the writer's in love with the guy who could give her security, happiness, overall positive emotion. in other words, isn't what the writer wants simply security, happiness and overall positive emotion and the person was simply a means to that end? so she didn't really love him, did she?

so here's the question that needs to be asked. what really, does it mean to love someone? to love a person. as an end unto him/herself. we need to stop stupidly saying we love people and drown ourselves in all the emotions that come with it when we don't even know what in God's name loving someone actually is.

Thx Ivan for the awesome chat. One last try.

reading "i'm home for christmas!" lj entries of our female counterparts who have gone over the deep blue in search of higher learning,

do any of you feel left behind? or is it just me?

what's the right word for this feeling? where u just wanna sit back and sigh. bad kinda sigh.

merry belated christmas my neglected livejournal.

i have 19 days 2 hours and 47 mins left as a teenager. i'm just sitting here wondering. where did 19 go? and the rest of my years are becoming kinda fuzzy. oh woe old age.

Hahas! I'm posting w my iPod!! LOL so fun! =DDD

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wtf.

wtf.

HOLY MEGA BIG LITTLE FISHIES!!!

AAAAHHH!! n here I was wondering how the fishies anyone could dance hip hop to this song. now i noe @.@

This is why China owns USA

Back to mugging.

Ok this entry is 12 hours late but I was sleepy.. xD

When I screamed happy new year this morning, the words "OH MY CRAP I'M TURNING 18!" came to mind. Followed by "AAAAAHHHHH A LEVELS!!... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" =.= Not a good way to start the year lol

Half-night prayer with the youths was awesome though. And the imba amount of testimonies was evidence of how much God had done last year. And I never noticed until now. Haiz

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Danceworks. Lack of guys. zzZ

Wanted to sleep in.. Woke up at 9am and couldn't get back to sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head. About YF, about M.A.D., about hip hop division, about juniors and this year's regrets.

I can't believe it's nearly new year again. And I'm gonna be a senior who, in 6 months time, will be stressing out about A levels and stepping down from MAD (noooooooooooooooooo!!!). And I'm gonna be 18 O.O

I guess this year had its fair share of ups and downs.. But I can't say I'm satisfied. It's still been full of regrets. And if I could do it over, many things would be different. On the bright side, that also means I've learnt many lessons this year, which is good I suppose. Hahas

New Year Resolutions:
- I will practise humility (God's standard)
- I will draw closer to God
- I will do my best for YF
- I will be a good senior
- I will do my best to help bring M.A.D., especially hip hop, to greater heights
- I will be a best friend to someone
- At this time next year, I will not have the same regrets I have now.

And why doesn't A levels come to mind at all? My lack of worry kind of worries me.. =/

On to 2008! First up, CCA Orientation and ARES FAC DANCE 08!! FAC DANCE PWNS!! CARLOS & SHARON, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOMEZZZZ!!!

 

WHAT.THE.FISHBALLNOODLEYUZHAKUE.

Just woke up from a 16-hour sleep lol

Camp was awesome la. Out of 6 YF camps, it wasn't the camp I enjoyed the most, but it was the camp that taught me the most.

Out of all the camps, no camp so far has ever relied so much on prayer and on God's strength and in no camp has He ever made His presence as strongly felt as this one. Every prayer was answered and everything that could have screwed up really badly turned out alright.

The most interesting thing is, as Reuben said, the ones who needed this camp the most wasn't the campers, but the camp committee and the YF exco. To be reminded how powerful prayer is.

Ares chalet slipped and injured left wrist one month cannot bboy. 2 days ago finally recovered and today play tennis fall and injure it again. Now another month cannot bboy. RAR!!! 2 MONTHS OF NOT BBOYING!!! AGONYYYYY!!!! *sulks*

And camp tomorrow. With low elements. Win liao how to play zzZZzzZzzZzZZzzZzz...

Freaking awesome! xD