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went walking randomly w Liu Jing (bong's classmate) the other day n came across the pinnacle. it's the new age hdb estate near chinatown dat charges $5 per entry for non residents to go up to the sky bridge.

the view, was awesome. really wouldn't mind living there. n at 300-534k per unit it's pretty cheap for such luxury.. though the units are a little bit smaller. still better than a condo IMO..

and for some reason we dunno, we're guessing cny rehearsal, there was a fireworks display hahas too bad i was w a guy =/ imagine some drama where u confess or propose n suddenly fireworks started going off unexpectedly lol

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n here's a giant spider I found on the girls toilet door in camp.

as big as my hand.

k off to bed. nites.

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kinda disappointed w this year's ares fac dance... it's lost its ares flavour lol but then again it was really difficult to keep in the first place. choosing songs w that kinda feel is already a bitch and a half lol still.. really miss our old dances all the same..

the other facs this year are really good too.. artemis really stepping it up. they're also the only fac who kept to traditions lol they still have the solos from 07. apollo's thrown away the "music make you lose control" and ares's "scissors paper stone" or similar partner interaction segment's gone too. athena's still finding its identity as always xD

oh wells... looking forward to see who emerges champs this time! hope we can reclaim our title =DDD GO ARES <333

and here's the nearly lost 06 fac dance. =D

HUIYAN!!! XD

Oh if only we could return to younger, more innocent times.

When u dun have frens telling u they had sex many times already since u last spoke. When u dun hear from others that ppl u once knew are getting pissed drunk every other day. When u dun search up their facebook profile after some months n dun recognize them cos they've had plastic surgery. When u dun suddenly realize dat once close frens have moved on n dun really care bout u much anymore...

Is this really wad growing up means??

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Anyone wanna buy a 2nd hand 32 gb iPod touch?? Exterior's in out-of-box condition. Battery clocked 8 hours continuous music play n still had over 90% power left. Comes w white flipcover case, anti-glare screen protector n data cable. Still got the box n manual n everythg too. Looking for a price of about $300

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http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2009/09/i-want-it-gone-all-gone.html

i feel sad.

what this shows me is that we live in a world that doesn't seem to understand what love is. what the 59 comments that echoes the writer's sentiments show me is that we live in a world that doesn't understand what love is and yet doesn't make an effort to do so. we swallow wholesale the good feelings and pretty-sounding wounds promoted as love, and when it bites back, we give in to words that either vindicate our ill emotion (like that post) or ideals that give us false hope ("oh don't worry, he just wasn't the right guy. one day u'll meet the perfect person just for you")

don't we ever, ever stop to think? take time and effort to chip away at the packaging love always seems to come in and consider what love really is?

in the post, the writer said "i'm lost in love". that's exactly the problem. more often than not all we're doing is being lost in love. getting caught up in the whole experience of it that we become not in love with a person, but in love with love.

"Only because I miss the guy who wouldn't let me get off the phone until he fell asleep.
Only because I miss the guy who was willing to drive 2 hours to come see me.
Only because I miss the guy who told me he loved me first and blushed like a little boy.
Only because I miss the guy who told me he wanted to be with me forever.
Only because he assured me that long distance won't stop him from loving me, that, 'I can do it. Don't you worry about that.'"

summed up, the writer's in love with the guy who could give her security, happiness, overall positive emotion. in other words, isn't what the writer wants simply security, happiness and overall positive emotion and the person was simply a means to that end? so she didn't really love him, did she?

so here's the question that needs to be asked. what really, does it mean to love someone? to love a person. as an end unto him/herself. we need to stop stupidly saying we love people and drown ourselves in all the emotions that come with it when we don't even know what in God's name loving someone actually is.

Thx Ivan for the awesome chat. One last try.

reading "i'm home for christmas!" lj entries of our female counterparts who have gone over the deep blue in search of higher learning,

do any of you feel left behind? or is it just me?

what's the right word for this feeling? where u just wanna sit back and sigh. bad kinda sigh.

merry belated christmas my neglected livejournal.

i have 19 days 2 hours and 47 mins left as a teenager. i'm just sitting here wondering. where did 19 go? and the rest of my years are becoming kinda fuzzy. oh woe old age.

Hahas! I'm posting w my iPod!! LOL so fun! =DDD

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wtf.